Suicide is Veterans choice 2-20-08
P. Macdonald 465 Packersfals Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com
The VA Suicide hot line calls me at least once a day. Is this harassment? U.S. Congress woman Shea-Porter used her government powers to have a VA Dr. attempt to put me in the nut house to stop my letter to the editor. The Director of Veteran’s medical care for NH Veterans stops my VA medical care for disabilities that I received during Combat support missions. The newspapers censor the public from the truth for the demented belief that protecting the powerful is the more profitable avenue. I as a U.S. Marine 100% disabled have no where to go but hell. Suicide crosses every returning U.S. military Veterans mind to justify what we did and accept what we came home too.
The Sheriff’s Dept now harasses me to drive the point home that the power of a NH judge can not be questioned. Is not a judge subject to the opinion of a U.S. citizen for his job performance? Is not when a judge violates the constitution intentionally to harm natural born U.S. citizens constitute a crime? Does this not in the public’s opinion make this judge a criminal? The NH governor used the State Police to harass my family at home and work. Now A judge uses the Sheriff’s Dept. to harass me. I delivered one letter that I mentioned this Judges name, to the judge. The Deputy calls this harassment. I did it as a respectful jester to let the judge know what the people’s opinion of his criminal acts are. The NH government calls what they are doing to me justifiable, not harassment..
I have every phone call, asked and told the VA suicide hot line person not to call me. I volunteer to help others. I have volunteered my time since I came back to the “World” in 74. I volunteer in hospitals, school, for the state, for the courts, county, local community and just helping strangers on the street. I have violated no laws. The State of NH can not stop me by taking my freedom, harassing my family, stopping my volunteering at schools and other public places so now the game is to make me commit suicide. The Public must be informed of the criminal acts committed by the people we trust in government. Ask your self why has my letter to the editor been censored. Why have my letters been censored from the NH Governor’s eyes?
I have thought of suicide every day since I returned. What I did as a U.S. Marine to keep the U.S. free and safe just does not make since when you treat Veterans as second class citizens. You kill me and call it justifiable.
Peter Macdonald S
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Governor Lynch of NH 2-17-08
Governor Lynch of NH 2-17-08
P Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com
I shook hands and talked with NH governor Lynch at the UNH woman’s hockey game 2-16-08. John knew whom I was but said he has never received one of my letters. I told him that I write every day to him. I told John that I paid two hundred dollars to speak with him by being high bidder at the Portsmouth little league auction on am1270 WTSN radio auction. John had no idea that NH took my money then shafted me. The money was returned eventually but that is not the point. John took my phone number at the game and said that he would call me.
The situation is clear just censored from the public. The state police harass my family at work and home. U.S. congress woman Shea-Porter used my service connected injuries to attempt to stop my letters. She, through the director of the NH Veteran’s medical care stopped my VA medical care completely for 6 months. My medical care has been restored but limited, unprofessional, unethical care is now provided. A NH judge had the sheriff’s office arrest me (oh Sorry) detain me on 2-15-08. They called my house and said I can come in on my own or they will send a car. I went in on my own. I guess about a three hour interrogation with the deputy getting quite augury at times before the chastising was over. Is it not the guaranteed Constitutional right of every individual to write opinion letters about wrongs in government even if a judge is the person committing the wrongs. Have the police and the Sheriff’s dept become the “gusto” enforcers of the ruling judges and government regime.
I hope John gets this letter. For a Governor to be censored from the people’s words is wrong. This is why the news media publicly informing the unbiased truth should and must become the norm again. Governor I can take what they are doing to me but this Madbury Family as all other individual’s should not be harmed by out of control judges and a gusto police force.
John this is a follow up letter. I hope you keep your word and make the appointment with me.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
P Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com
I shook hands and talked with NH governor Lynch at the UNH woman’s hockey game 2-16-08. John knew whom I was but said he has never received one of my letters. I told him that I write every day to him. I told John that I paid two hundred dollars to speak with him by being high bidder at the Portsmouth little league auction on am1270 WTSN radio auction. John had no idea that NH took my money then shafted me. The money was returned eventually but that is not the point. John took my phone number at the game and said that he would call me.
The situation is clear just censored from the public. The state police harass my family at work and home. U.S. congress woman Shea-Porter used my service connected injuries to attempt to stop my letters. She, through the director of the NH Veteran’s medical care stopped my VA medical care completely for 6 months. My medical care has been restored but limited, unprofessional, unethical care is now provided. A NH judge had the sheriff’s office arrest me (oh Sorry) detain me on 2-15-08. They called my house and said I can come in on my own or they will send a car. I went in on my own. I guess about a three hour interrogation with the deputy getting quite augury at times before the chastising was over. Is it not the guaranteed Constitutional right of every individual to write opinion letters about wrongs in government even if a judge is the person committing the wrongs. Have the police and the Sheriff’s dept become the “gusto” enforcers of the ruling judges and government regime.
I hope John gets this letter. For a Governor to be censored from the people’s words is wrong. This is why the news media publicly informing the unbiased truth should and must become the norm again. Governor I can take what they are doing to me but this Madbury Family as all other individual’s should not be harmed by out of control judges and a gusto police force.
John this is a follow up letter. I hope you keep your word and make the appointment with me.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Friday, February 15, 2008
WHY-KILL 2-15-08
WHY-KILL 2-15-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com
Frustration, anger or the thought life is over: does any one care? The shootings are increasing because we as a society no longer care. Every one gets angry and frustrated when the persons killed are from their own family or friends. These same angry, frustrated people had no concern when it was the other person that the police, courts or government were ignoring or provoking. The news media no longer tells the unbiased truth. The head lines crucify the defendant as not to anger those with power by revealing the true cause. People are so concerned with self preservation and money that the other persons does not matter. Veterans, homeless or not are cast aside by society as not to increase a budget of already wasteful spending. Veterans become frustrated, and angry.
Suicide is a very close option for Veterans because even as we become less, our goal is to make life better back here. The angry shootings may not be that. They could be a subconscious belief this is the medicine the U.S. needs to wake them up. You send us off to war as children. We survive in subhuman conditions and do things that our conscious tells us is wrong. Months or years later we return to the “world” only to feel alienated or guilty. The police, courts, government and society harass us and cast us aside. Our family and friends believe that we are a burden because of the inconsistent or wrongs that now alienate us. We change jobs or become homeless because we are now a leech on societies perfect life. The inhuman life that we once lived now is the norm. We admire how the children we grew up with are what (while we killed) dreamed of coming home to become. The line “what are we fighting for, next stop is Vietnam” became famous because of a song but I bet every Veteran asked that question while there. If you cared about Veterans you would not let so many returning die in shame, by suicide.
I remind you what the State of New Hampshire is doing to a 100% service connected disabled U.S. Marine and no one cares. Suicide would end the constant thoughts of what I did. I feel no guilt or shame for my actions just that realizing what the U.S. does to returning Veterans makes us giving everything for you worthless. I can not be violent or stop because I can not shame what so many Veterans over the history of the United States of America gave for our Freedom. Is it a crime to stop a disabled Veterans medical to frustrate and anger to provoke suicide? Why has the news media allowed these Veterans to be persecuted?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com
Frustration, anger or the thought life is over: does any one care? The shootings are increasing because we as a society no longer care. Every one gets angry and frustrated when the persons killed are from their own family or friends. These same angry, frustrated people had no concern when it was the other person that the police, courts or government were ignoring or provoking. The news media no longer tells the unbiased truth. The head lines crucify the defendant as not to anger those with power by revealing the true cause. People are so concerned with self preservation and money that the other persons does not matter. Veterans, homeless or not are cast aside by society as not to increase a budget of already wasteful spending. Veterans become frustrated, and angry.
Suicide is a very close option for Veterans because even as we become less, our goal is to make life better back here. The angry shootings may not be that. They could be a subconscious belief this is the medicine the U.S. needs to wake them up. You send us off to war as children. We survive in subhuman conditions and do things that our conscious tells us is wrong. Months or years later we return to the “world” only to feel alienated or guilty. The police, courts, government and society harass us and cast us aside. Our family and friends believe that we are a burden because of the inconsistent or wrongs that now alienate us. We change jobs or become homeless because we are now a leech on societies perfect life. The inhuman life that we once lived now is the norm. We admire how the children we grew up with are what (while we killed) dreamed of coming home to become. The line “what are we fighting for, next stop is Vietnam” became famous because of a song but I bet every Veteran asked that question while there. If you cared about Veterans you would not let so many returning die in shame, by suicide.
I remind you what the State of New Hampshire is doing to a 100% service connected disabled U.S. Marine and no one cares. Suicide would end the constant thoughts of what I did. I feel no guilt or shame for my actions just that realizing what the U.S. does to returning Veterans makes us giving everything for you worthless. I can not be violent or stop because I can not shame what so many Veterans over the history of the United States of America gave for our Freedom. Is it a crime to stop a disabled Veterans medical to frustrate and anger to provoke suicide? Why has the news media allowed these Veterans to be persecuted?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Suicide or kill 2-14-08
Suicide or kill 2-14-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfals Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com
The people have a right to know what is happening. I can not express the need for the public to be made aware of the people’s opinion. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal making life and death decisions on other people’s lives every day. These are strong words, if not true, would be libelous. I have written many letters openly and to the public with the facts only to have my words censored. The NH government has inflicted my family to cruel and unacceptable treatment to silence my free speech. We have checks and balances built into our system of government to prevent totalitarianism. Freedom of press was recognized as a measure to prevent these criminal government actions. What do the people do when our elected leaders no longer serve all the people equally? Does not the Constitution give us the right to “take up arms and abolish” (to me this means) kill when all means of redress fails. The ethical code of the news media is no longer the unbiased truth. Have all means of Redress failed?
The news has labeled me a nut. The public because of the news distrusts me. I have not wavered in my actions to bring the truth forward. I receive letters and phone calls ever day. Some are nice but others clearly are a discredit to the civilized world. I will not be violent toward any one. Even though I have the legal right. Violence only breeds more violence. The government has now gone so far to stop my medical care for injuries defending this great nation. Is this not a criminal act to kill me? Yet the system has so much influence over the media censorship exists. The courts took my freedom on bogus charges, which were dropped after six months. Where they expecting suicide.
Discrimination from the VFW, American Legion and every government agency and elected official exists in this case. I am told that I am fighting a battle that can not be won. The news media has knowingly allowed torture to be inflicted on a 100% service connected disabled U.S. Marine with out informing the public. My VA medical was restored as a means to limit public exposure of government crimes. I now receive limited unacceptable, unethical medical care from a system that is secretly protecting criminal actions of a few members. I have three disabling separate injuries but I for some reason was allowed to come back alive. I can not stop helping every one of you even if you are so blind or scared to do anything your self. I do what I do because not to would be saying what so many Veteran’s have given their lives for over the history of the United States of America was in shame. The People have a right to know Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. Has the news media become so unethical Biased news is the norm?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfals Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com
The people have a right to know what is happening. I can not express the need for the public to be made aware of the people’s opinion. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal making life and death decisions on other people’s lives every day. These are strong words, if not true, would be libelous. I have written many letters openly and to the public with the facts only to have my words censored. The NH government has inflicted my family to cruel and unacceptable treatment to silence my free speech. We have checks and balances built into our system of government to prevent totalitarianism. Freedom of press was recognized as a measure to prevent these criminal government actions. What do the people do when our elected leaders no longer serve all the people equally? Does not the Constitution give us the right to “take up arms and abolish” (to me this means) kill when all means of redress fails. The ethical code of the news media is no longer the unbiased truth. Have all means of Redress failed?
The news has labeled me a nut. The public because of the news distrusts me. I have not wavered in my actions to bring the truth forward. I receive letters and phone calls ever day. Some are nice but others clearly are a discredit to the civilized world. I will not be violent toward any one. Even though I have the legal right. Violence only breeds more violence. The government has now gone so far to stop my medical care for injuries defending this great nation. Is this not a criminal act to kill me? Yet the system has so much influence over the media censorship exists. The courts took my freedom on bogus charges, which were dropped after six months. Where they expecting suicide.
Discrimination from the VFW, American Legion and every government agency and elected official exists in this case. I am told that I am fighting a battle that can not be won. The news media has knowingly allowed torture to be inflicted on a 100% service connected disabled U.S. Marine with out informing the public. My VA medical was restored as a means to limit public exposure of government crimes. I now receive limited unacceptable, unethical medical care from a system that is secretly protecting criminal actions of a few members. I have three disabling separate injuries but I for some reason was allowed to come back alive. I can not stop helping every one of you even if you are so blind or scared to do anything your self. I do what I do because not to would be saying what so many Veteran’s have given their lives for over the history of the United States of America was in shame. The People have a right to know Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. Has the news media become so unethical Biased news is the norm?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Disagree with Government 2-12-08
Disagree with Government 2-12-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com
When is enough-enough? Do we start killing? Do we have a law that gives us the right to “Take up arms and abolish when all means of redress fail”? Do we abolish those individuals that violated the Constitution to harm intentionally legal born U.S. citizens? In a civilized society is talking not the proper form to solve disagreements? What do you do when the power full judges and elected officials refuse to talk? What do you do when a U.S. congress woman from NH uses the medical condition of a 100% disabled veteran to control free speech by stopping this veterans medical care? The State of New Hampshire uses discrimination to stop government agencies like VFW, American Legion, disability rights center and all others from helping this 100% disabled Veteran
NH has taken my freedom, with false charges to place me in jail. The NH state police harass my family at work and home. The local Lee and Dover NH police refuse to allow me to file a complaint against elected officials. The NH Veteran’s hospital uses now limited and substandard medical care for control. The pain in my head has gotten to the point of intolerable. The flash-backs to a time best forgotten have almost taken over my life. I refuse to allow NH Judges and officials to stop my volunteer helping a Madbury NH family expose government wrongs.
NH governor Lynch charged me money to talk with him. He took my money and refused to meet. When is enough-enough? NH believes protecting the criminal activity of Judge Peter Fauver is more important than the constitutional rights guaranteed the individual. Helping this family and the harm NH has inflicted on my family does have it’s good side. This case has made me aware just how bad returning U.S. military Veterans are treated in the U.S. We fight to protect your freedom. We come home to be treated with discussing neglect because we no longer belong.
The ethical code of the news media now has a special exception that allows biased or not reporting of harm committed against Veterans. When is enough-enough? Suicide justifies the medical need for us to understand the conflict of (what we did was right), (what we did was wrong). Did we not kill on foreign soil to stop criminal government actions against other human beings? We give our lives for the country that we love. The United States of America.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com
When is enough-enough? Do we start killing? Do we have a law that gives us the right to “Take up arms and abolish when all means of redress fail”? Do we abolish those individuals that violated the Constitution to harm intentionally legal born U.S. citizens? In a civilized society is talking not the proper form to solve disagreements? What do you do when the power full judges and elected officials refuse to talk? What do you do when a U.S. congress woman from NH uses the medical condition of a 100% disabled veteran to control free speech by stopping this veterans medical care? The State of New Hampshire uses discrimination to stop government agencies like VFW, American Legion, disability rights center and all others from helping this 100% disabled Veteran
NH has taken my freedom, with false charges to place me in jail. The NH state police harass my family at work and home. The local Lee and Dover NH police refuse to allow me to file a complaint against elected officials. The NH Veteran’s hospital uses now limited and substandard medical care for control. The pain in my head has gotten to the point of intolerable. The flash-backs to a time best forgotten have almost taken over my life. I refuse to allow NH Judges and officials to stop my volunteer helping a Madbury NH family expose government wrongs.
NH governor Lynch charged me money to talk with him. He took my money and refused to meet. When is enough-enough? NH believes protecting the criminal activity of Judge Peter Fauver is more important than the constitutional rights guaranteed the individual. Helping this family and the harm NH has inflicted on my family does have it’s good side. This case has made me aware just how bad returning U.S. military Veterans are treated in the U.S. We fight to protect your freedom. We come home to be treated with discussing neglect because we no longer belong.
The ethical code of the news media now has a special exception that allows biased or not reporting of harm committed against Veterans. When is enough-enough? Suicide justifies the medical need for us to understand the conflict of (what we did was right), (what we did was wrong). Did we not kill on foreign soil to stop criminal government actions against other human beings? We give our lives for the country that we love. The United States of America.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Monday, February 11, 2008
Public distrusts truth 2-11-08
Public distrusts truth 2-11-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com
New Hampshire Congress Woman Shea-Porter receives such glowing articles and letters in the newspapers, it is insulting. Don’t get me wrong, I like Carol. I voted for her. I believe the truth must be told. Carol makes mistakes but refuses to correct those mistakes no matter whom it hurts. For some reason the news only prints letters that benefit her. I do realize every one believes that I have been helping this Madbury NH family for to long. I have over and over stated crimes committed by influential people. The thing is to stop me, these influential people commit more crimes to cover the first crimes up. It is the obligation of the individual to correct the wrongs of government.
Carol is a big fan of Veterans. She believes that she is almost one because her husband served 20 years in the military. This is what she tells people. I do admit she does take a strong stand helping large groups of Veterans. You can read all the great things that she does in every newspaper across the U.S. The people’s opinion must be printed to expose mistakes made by these elected officials. Does the public have the right to know the truth? Carol filed a false police report to get a 100% disabled Veteran arrested to stop that veteran from publishing a letter to the editor about her. Carol used her influence to have a NH VA Dr Biswas file commitment orders to put a 100% disabled Veteran in the nut house to stop this Veteran’s letter to the editor from being published. The Director of the NH VA hospital medical care Mark Levenston stopped a 100% disabled Veteran’s medical care to aid Carol in her crimes to stop this Veteran’s Letter to the editor from being published. The cover up is so deep discrimination is rampart in the NH government, courts and news media. The News media has done such a biased job of harming my character in the public eye the public is afraid to help me. Where does a Veteran go when his own country kills him.
My opinion of Carol has not changed. I still like Carol. I will vote for her again, unless a more honest person runs against her. Our own government has inflicted pain and suffering on my family and no one wants to talk about it to correct the wrongs. What I am doing is to show RESPECT to every Veteran that in the History of the United States gave their lives for Our FREEDOM. Congress woman Carol Shea-Porter needs to receive these words.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com
New Hampshire Congress Woman Shea-Porter receives such glowing articles and letters in the newspapers, it is insulting. Don’t get me wrong, I like Carol. I voted for her. I believe the truth must be told. Carol makes mistakes but refuses to correct those mistakes no matter whom it hurts. For some reason the news only prints letters that benefit her. I do realize every one believes that I have been helping this Madbury NH family for to long. I have over and over stated crimes committed by influential people. The thing is to stop me, these influential people commit more crimes to cover the first crimes up. It is the obligation of the individual to correct the wrongs of government.
Carol is a big fan of Veterans. She believes that she is almost one because her husband served 20 years in the military. This is what she tells people. I do admit she does take a strong stand helping large groups of Veterans. You can read all the great things that she does in every newspaper across the U.S. The people’s opinion must be printed to expose mistakes made by these elected officials. Does the public have the right to know the truth? Carol filed a false police report to get a 100% disabled Veteran arrested to stop that veteran from publishing a letter to the editor about her. Carol used her influence to have a NH VA Dr Biswas file commitment orders to put a 100% disabled Veteran in the nut house to stop this Veteran’s letter to the editor from being published. The Director of the NH VA hospital medical care Mark Levenston stopped a 100% disabled Veteran’s medical care to aid Carol in her crimes to stop this Veteran’s Letter to the editor from being published. The cover up is so deep discrimination is rampart in the NH government, courts and news media. The News media has done such a biased job of harming my character in the public eye the public is afraid to help me. Where does a Veteran go when his own country kills him.
My opinion of Carol has not changed. I still like Carol. I will vote for her again, unless a more honest person runs against her. Our own government has inflicted pain and suffering on my family and no one wants to talk about it to correct the wrongs. What I am doing is to show RESPECT to every Veteran that in the History of the United States gave their lives for Our FREEDOM. Congress woman Carol Shea-Porter needs to receive these words.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Is It wrong to question the government 2-10-08
Is It wrong to question the government 2-10-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com
I have a Dover NH police file on U.S. NH congress woman Shea-Porter having me arrested 7002-942. I have a VA medial record at the Manchester NH VA hospital that I will give the public the right to read. The NH Director of medical care for NH Veterans Mark Levenston stopped my medical care for political self gain. My records are open to any one. I have nothing to hide. I like Shea-Porter I voted for her. I believe she is a caring person. Her view of the Iraq war is my view. I believe President Bush put us in this war for his political legacy. Carol and I differ because I believe she must take care for the people of the state of NH and the U.S. first. I will next week place for the record the letter to the editor she had me arrested even though it did not get printed. It does not matter what the letter said. The people’s opinion is by law free speech. Carol when having me arrested this did not meet her needs, she had NH VA doctor Biswas file commitment orders to put me in the nut house to stop my letter. The Dover Wentworth Douglas hospital has a file which I give my permission for any one to read. After a long night at thousands of dollars in cost the order was determined to be with out merit. The VA is telling me that I must pay for this. The VA director saw a chance to make points for political reasons so he stopped my medical care to please a congress woman. I am 100% disabled from injuries received defending this great nation. It is against the law to use a Veteran’s medical care to silence free speech. It does not matter what the letter to the editor said. To harm a persons health (anyone) is a crime.
If a elected official does not like the publics free speech about them do they have the right to destroy your health in their efforts to control how you think and speak. The newspapers refused to print my opinion any way. Shea-Porters letter never made the papers. Censorship is rampart. The ethical standards of the news media is censor or alter the opinion of the people to the editors view. Some news reporters say that they want to help me, but my proof is not available. The proof is kicking you in the face. NH takes a 100% disabled veteran’s freedom for 6 months before dropping the bogus charges. The news writes articles questioning this disabled Veteran’s character in the public eye. The NH state police harass my family at work and home and the news does not care. The police refuse to allow me to file a complaint. The news does not care. The NH governor sells me time to tell him my complaint, he take my money and rejects the visit.
I have volunteered every day helping people that I do not even know since I came back in 1974. I have violated no laws. My life changed when I lost my health defending this great nation. What is happening here is wrong. (against the law) When what NH and the U.S. does to Veterans happens to some one you love then it is to late because your boat will be sinking as mine is now. Veterans give their lives for your freedom. You speak highly of veterans until they ask you for help. The proof exists read it.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com
I have a Dover NH police file on U.S. NH congress woman Shea-Porter having me arrested 7002-942. I have a VA medial record at the Manchester NH VA hospital that I will give the public the right to read. The NH Director of medical care for NH Veterans Mark Levenston stopped my medical care for political self gain. My records are open to any one. I have nothing to hide. I like Shea-Porter I voted for her. I believe she is a caring person. Her view of the Iraq war is my view. I believe President Bush put us in this war for his political legacy. Carol and I differ because I believe she must take care for the people of the state of NH and the U.S. first. I will next week place for the record the letter to the editor she had me arrested even though it did not get printed. It does not matter what the letter said. The people’s opinion is by law free speech. Carol when having me arrested this did not meet her needs, she had NH VA doctor Biswas file commitment orders to put me in the nut house to stop my letter. The Dover Wentworth Douglas hospital has a file which I give my permission for any one to read. After a long night at thousands of dollars in cost the order was determined to be with out merit. The VA is telling me that I must pay for this. The VA director saw a chance to make points for political reasons so he stopped my medical care to please a congress woman. I am 100% disabled from injuries received defending this great nation. It is against the law to use a Veteran’s medical care to silence free speech. It does not matter what the letter to the editor said. To harm a persons health (anyone) is a crime.
If a elected official does not like the publics free speech about them do they have the right to destroy your health in their efforts to control how you think and speak. The newspapers refused to print my opinion any way. Shea-Porters letter never made the papers. Censorship is rampart. The ethical standards of the news media is censor or alter the opinion of the people to the editors view. Some news reporters say that they want to help me, but my proof is not available. The proof is kicking you in the face. NH takes a 100% disabled veteran’s freedom for 6 months before dropping the bogus charges. The news writes articles questioning this disabled Veteran’s character in the public eye. The NH state police harass my family at work and home and the news does not care. The police refuse to allow me to file a complaint. The news does not care. The NH governor sells me time to tell him my complaint, he take my money and rejects the visit.
I have volunteered every day helping people that I do not even know since I came back in 1974. I have violated no laws. My life changed when I lost my health defending this great nation. What is happening here is wrong. (against the law) When what NH and the U.S. does to Veterans happens to some one you love then it is to late because your boat will be sinking as mine is now. Veterans give their lives for your freedom. You speak highly of veterans until they ask you for help. The proof exists read it.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Saturday, February 9, 2008
Use Disability as excuse 2-09-08
Use Disability as excuse 2-09-08
Written by Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com
It would be easy for me to claim that my disabilities were the cause of my problems. I do have a TBI Traumatic Brain Injury. I remember nothing before my 17 birthday. I have problems reading and writing. I slip in and out of reality at any moment with out warning. Some things I remember, others I forget with in seconds. I have a broken back which limits my ability to do things. I have a loss of hearing in both ears from being blown of the runway more than once. The percentage of each disability when added together is 120%. I received two of the three injuries during separate combat support missions during the Vietnam Conflict. I am a U.S. Marine.
Paul Newell wrote a note describing our responsibilities to our country. Paul is a Canadian citizen. I appreciate Paul’s letter and I wish many more people would write and tell the news media, publishers and editors that I stand for a cause, a very important cause that is and will devastate every United States citizen if not corrected. Freedom of speech and the manner in which the U.S. treats returning Veterans is appalling. What I write is the truth and I have lived through what I talk about.
When a citizen speaks out, should a U.S. Congress woman from NH have the right to use her political connections to put me in a nut house. Should the VA be allowed to use my medical care as leverage to stop my free speech. These are criminal acts committed by government officials that we the people trust. It should not matter if I wrote a letter to the editor that said disparaging remarks about someone. I did not write such a letter. My letters tell the truth and the letters that I write the news refuses to print. Censorship by the news media has allowed these government officials and judges to violated our most power full laws the Constitution. I have not violated one law but to stop me the government has used the trusted power of government in a manner to use my military inflicted disabilities to cause pain and suffering on me. I have stood through all the crap because I am a U.S. Marine. If when in battle things did not look good one does not retreat. You attack and fight to keep the United States of America free and safe until death. Shea-Porter and Mark Levenston by using my military medical condition to harm me by stopping my medical care constitudes a crime of the gravest magnitude. The government is covering these crimes up.
I write letters every day. My letters may not be the best. My letters may some times leave people confused. I do not have the abilities that others have. You all use excuses to avoid speaking up. When citizens, editors, publishes and others are intimidated by government officials this just reinforces my words. You are afraid.
I am a 100% disabled U.S. Marine and every U.S. citizen should be outraged by what my words expose. U.S. congress woman Shea-Porter and VA Director of NH Veterans medical care openly and with intent to harm took medical care away from a U.S. citizen. They knowingly harm a 100% disabled U.S. Marine for their own self gain and you the United States of America think so little of those that gave their lives for you that you allow returning Veterans to go homeless on the street. Google my name and address and read my letters. Learn the condition NH and the U.S. place the children that gave every thing for you, in. Then, I ask you to do as Paul Newell did. Write
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi www.veteranstoday.com
Written by Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com
It would be easy for me to claim that my disabilities were the cause of my problems. I do have a TBI Traumatic Brain Injury. I remember nothing before my 17 birthday. I have problems reading and writing. I slip in and out of reality at any moment with out warning. Some things I remember, others I forget with in seconds. I have a broken back which limits my ability to do things. I have a loss of hearing in both ears from being blown of the runway more than once. The percentage of each disability when added together is 120%. I received two of the three injuries during separate combat support missions during the Vietnam Conflict. I am a U.S. Marine.
Paul Newell wrote a note describing our responsibilities to our country. Paul is a Canadian citizen. I appreciate Paul’s letter and I wish many more people would write and tell the news media, publishers and editors that I stand for a cause, a very important cause that is and will devastate every United States citizen if not corrected. Freedom of speech and the manner in which the U.S. treats returning Veterans is appalling. What I write is the truth and I have lived through what I talk about.
When a citizen speaks out, should a U.S. Congress woman from NH have the right to use her political connections to put me in a nut house. Should the VA be allowed to use my medical care as leverage to stop my free speech. These are criminal acts committed by government officials that we the people trust. It should not matter if I wrote a letter to the editor that said disparaging remarks about someone. I did not write such a letter. My letters tell the truth and the letters that I write the news refuses to print. Censorship by the news media has allowed these government officials and judges to violated our most power full laws the Constitution. I have not violated one law but to stop me the government has used the trusted power of government in a manner to use my military inflicted disabilities to cause pain and suffering on me. I have stood through all the crap because I am a U.S. Marine. If when in battle things did not look good one does not retreat. You attack and fight to keep the United States of America free and safe until death. Shea-Porter and Mark Levenston by using my military medical condition to harm me by stopping my medical care constitudes a crime of the gravest magnitude. The government is covering these crimes up.
I write letters every day. My letters may not be the best. My letters may some times leave people confused. I do not have the abilities that others have. You all use excuses to avoid speaking up. When citizens, editors, publishes and others are intimidated by government officials this just reinforces my words. You are afraid.
I am a 100% disabled U.S. Marine and every U.S. citizen should be outraged by what my words expose. U.S. congress woman Shea-Porter and VA Director of NH Veterans medical care openly and with intent to harm took medical care away from a U.S. citizen. They knowingly harm a 100% disabled U.S. Marine for their own self gain and you the United States of America think so little of those that gave their lives for you that you allow returning Veterans to go homeless on the street. Google my name and address and read my letters. Learn the condition NH and the U.S. place the children that gave every thing for you, in. Then, I ask you to do as Paul Newell did. Write
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi www.veteranstoday.com
Thursday, February 7, 2008
Valentines day massacre
Valentines day massacre 2-07-08 Written by Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com
On Valentines Day the Press is going to have a field day taking pictures of prominent elected officials shaking the hands of disabled Veterans. These officials will boost about how much they do for the Veterans. Of course it is an election year. I am not hate full although the press and Government officials tell you that I am. I have volunteered every day since I returned in 74 from my 31 month overseas tour helping others. Most of the time I do not even know the people that I volunteer help. I write honest, truth full letters about NH, the elected officials, VA and Veterans needs. These people that I write about do not like what I say so I am labeled by the media to make the public hate me. The news media censors the truth to protect these officials.
NH VA director of Veteran’s medical care stopped my VA medical for political self gain. Did the news report this? Did the news print the opinion letters that I wrote about this. “no” U.S. Military Veterans across the United States are being ignored or left to die alone on the street because the U.S. citizens are to busy to care. On Valentines Day the news media is going to publicly give the world the belief that you actually care. You talk about how these young men and women give yet as soon as the cameras go so does the caring.
I am rated 120% disabled because I was injured three separate times. Twice in combat support missions. When you add the percentage that each injury takes from me, I have 120% less in life than the average person. I relive my fist kill every single day. The entire United States knows about this cruel and damaging treatment by the NH Government to silence my free speech but no one cares. This is not about me. This is about the Veterans returning today and the veterans of past wars and conflicts you the U.S. citizens discharge as trash. These are the kids that once played in school that had promising futures as you that never served. 25% of the homeless are Veterans unable to cope in a society where to them reality just does not exist. The Veterans that you work beside that relives the tragedy of the inhuman conditions of war silently. The Veterans that can no longer relate to others or keep a job.
Discrimination by the American Legion, VFW, NH courts, VA, NH Gov. and others is illustrated by my case but it happens to veterans across the U.S. NH takes a 120% disabled Veteran and labels him a Terrorist, VA medial is stopped, harms his family, depletes his savings and much more but the U.S. does not care. “What are we fighting for, next stop is Vietnam” To a Veteran the only thing better than suicide is if we had never come home alive. You the United States of America claims to want to understand why suicide is a Veterans best care but you treat us like trash. I wish the press would start telling the truth. On Valentines Day make those handshakes more than an artificial token jester or create a Valentines Day massacre where Veterans can die with honor.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
On Valentines Day the Press is going to have a field day taking pictures of prominent elected officials shaking the hands of disabled Veterans. These officials will boost about how much they do for the Veterans. Of course it is an election year. I am not hate full although the press and Government officials tell you that I am. I have volunteered every day since I returned in 74 from my 31 month overseas tour helping others. Most of the time I do not even know the people that I volunteer help. I write honest, truth full letters about NH, the elected officials, VA and Veterans needs. These people that I write about do not like what I say so I am labeled by the media to make the public hate me. The news media censors the truth to protect these officials.
NH VA director of Veteran’s medical care stopped my VA medical for political self gain. Did the news report this? Did the news print the opinion letters that I wrote about this. “no” U.S. Military Veterans across the United States are being ignored or left to die alone on the street because the U.S. citizens are to busy to care. On Valentines Day the news media is going to publicly give the world the belief that you actually care. You talk about how these young men and women give yet as soon as the cameras go so does the caring.
I am rated 120% disabled because I was injured three separate times. Twice in combat support missions. When you add the percentage that each injury takes from me, I have 120% less in life than the average person. I relive my fist kill every single day. The entire United States knows about this cruel and damaging treatment by the NH Government to silence my free speech but no one cares. This is not about me. This is about the Veterans returning today and the veterans of past wars and conflicts you the U.S. citizens discharge as trash. These are the kids that once played in school that had promising futures as you that never served. 25% of the homeless are Veterans unable to cope in a society where to them reality just does not exist. The Veterans that you work beside that relives the tragedy of the inhuman conditions of war silently. The Veterans that can no longer relate to others or keep a job.
Discrimination by the American Legion, VFW, NH courts, VA, NH Gov. and others is illustrated by my case but it happens to veterans across the U.S. NH takes a 120% disabled Veteran and labels him a Terrorist, VA medial is stopped, harms his family, depletes his savings and much more but the U.S. does not care. “What are we fighting for, next stop is Vietnam” To a Veteran the only thing better than suicide is if we had never come home alive. You the United States of America claims to want to understand why suicide is a Veterans best care but you treat us like trash. I wish the press would start telling the truth. On Valentines Day make those handshakes more than an artificial token jester or create a Valentines Day massacre where Veterans can die with honor.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Next stop Vietnam 2-06-08
Next stop Vietnam 2-06-08
Written by Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
All have my permission to print my Name, address, phone # and e-mail NH.Red.Sox.@gmail.com
“What Are We Fighting For, Next Stop Is Vietnam”. Navy Seals Nate Hardy from Durham NH and M. Koch from Pa were killed by small arms fire in Iraq yesterday. Talk in the local restaurant this morning was how sad the families must feel. Many families across the U.S. have or will be feeling this same way as long as innocent kids fight on the no experience politicians egos(orders). Don’t get me wrong I am not against the war. War is necessary to protect the rights of the individual. If someone attacks the U.S. or it’s citizens, we should wipe out that entire country. No mercy. On the other hand if our elected officials wage war on another country to create a legacy for themselves we should abolish that President. Why should innocent American kids die, why not people from another country that was unwilling to fight for themselves. There are no innocent people in a war zone that attached us.
These Veterans that are lucky enough to come back, will be discharged into a nation that has no idea or even cares about the medical or physical condition of these hero’s. These Veterans will be so happy to be back in the “world” U.S. they will not realize the demons growing in their heads. These Veterans will go back to their families only to find nothing is the same. Separating the mind controlling lessons drilled into you at boot camp, then demonstrated in service that you committed with out mercy from the cruel but lawful society of the U.S. is easy at first. Family and friends happy to see you home tolerate and rationalize the happenings you create. They laugh when you duck at loud noises. They get mad when you do something harsh or speak at people with out feelings. Society feels sorry for the Veterans that come home with no arms, legs or other (visual or not) disabilities but fails to give medial aid. Aid will cost to much or the politicians don’t care because the election is to far away for self benefit. Were these the lucky Veterans that died?
Suicide while in service or after discharge is one solution. I have thought of it many times and come close some of the times. I am told that I have no feelings but the feelings I have goes out to these families. We fought to protect and defend our Constitution for equal treatment of the law for all. Now we lose our families, jobs, friends and become homeless to keep you safe from the demons maturing in our heads. These Navy Seals as all that gave their lives for the people of the United States of America have my gratitude and I thank them all. We are fighting for our country and it’s citizens.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Written by Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
All have my permission to print my Name, address, phone # and e-mail NH.Red.Sox.@gmail.com
“What Are We Fighting For, Next Stop Is Vietnam”. Navy Seals Nate Hardy from Durham NH and M. Koch from Pa were killed by small arms fire in Iraq yesterday. Talk in the local restaurant this morning was how sad the families must feel. Many families across the U.S. have or will be feeling this same way as long as innocent kids fight on the no experience politicians egos(orders). Don’t get me wrong I am not against the war. War is necessary to protect the rights of the individual. If someone attacks the U.S. or it’s citizens, we should wipe out that entire country. No mercy. On the other hand if our elected officials wage war on another country to create a legacy for themselves we should abolish that President. Why should innocent American kids die, why not people from another country that was unwilling to fight for themselves. There are no innocent people in a war zone that attached us.
These Veterans that are lucky enough to come back, will be discharged into a nation that has no idea or even cares about the medical or physical condition of these hero’s. These Veterans will be so happy to be back in the “world” U.S. they will not realize the demons growing in their heads. These Veterans will go back to their families only to find nothing is the same. Separating the mind controlling lessons drilled into you at boot camp, then demonstrated in service that you committed with out mercy from the cruel but lawful society of the U.S. is easy at first. Family and friends happy to see you home tolerate and rationalize the happenings you create. They laugh when you duck at loud noises. They get mad when you do something harsh or speak at people with out feelings. Society feels sorry for the Veterans that come home with no arms, legs or other (visual or not) disabilities but fails to give medial aid. Aid will cost to much or the politicians don’t care because the election is to far away for self benefit. Were these the lucky Veterans that died?
Suicide while in service or after discharge is one solution. I have thought of it many times and come close some of the times. I am told that I have no feelings but the feelings I have goes out to these families. We fought to protect and defend our Constitution for equal treatment of the law for all. Now we lose our families, jobs, friends and become homeless to keep you safe from the demons maturing in our heads. These Navy Seals as all that gave their lives for the people of the United States of America have my gratitude and I thank them all. We are fighting for our country and it’s citizens.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Monday, February 4, 2008
Help will never come for Veterans 2-03-08
Help will never come for Veterans 2-03-08
Written by Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I live in two worlds. The one life that I learned in the effort to survive back here in the “world” U.S. The other is the rent less belief’s and acts from my memories serving this nation that continuously spin in my head. My ability to camouflage to protect society from ever learning what a dangerous person that I am. Am I dangerous or is that a title bestowed on me by society to limit my ability to do what I have learned is the obligation of every U.S. citizen. I was a teenager, high school drop out, young adult, it does not matter because only 11% of the U.S. citizens will serve in the Military. I went off to a conflict or war only to loose my innocents and my right to return to a society that does not want to understand. I am any U.S. military Veteran but this particular one is a United States Marine.
I have no memory of my life prior to Marine Corps Boot camp. I have a Traumatic Brain Injury. The pain in my head and body is a relentless reminder that I need to be punished for what my life has done to civilized society, for your freedom. I sit here today trying to believe that I could have been a better person if I did not leave high school at 17 to join the Marine Corps. For years it was drilled in to my head to kill with out mercy. To deflect caring or emotions to complete the mission. Lives were expendable as long as the mission was successful. Then one day I returned to the World (U.S.) and the MC dropped me into society with no support.
Years after discharge only because I mailed a copy of my medical records home did the Veterans Administration label me a 100% disabled Veteran. I have three separate injuries, two from separate combat support missions. Substandard medical care has allowed me to drift through the years. I can not be sorry for my life because the VA has provided me with money to live on. I have had a great life compared to what the VA has done to other Veterans.
I sit here today alone crying. Yes a U.S. Marine with tears in his eyes. I have no reason to be this way. It has continuously happen in the recent months. I ask my self is the people that call themselves my mother, father, brothers and sister really related to me. Did I really grow up in New Hampshire. Am I a test case to see if the military can develop people with no memory to think to their standards. I have to wonder if I will even remember what I do today. I write this letter because writing helps me tolerate being in a world that I do not belong. I remember some events and others I forget.
My VA medical was stopped because NH elected officials wanted to control my free speech. What the hell are we fighting for? These are the words I remember from my days over there. Don’t feel sorry for me. It is not necessary. I never quite under stood what reality is or if reality even exists. I live in two worlds. I am one of the lucky ones. I came back alive. Is it to late? Which world is real?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Written by Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I live in two worlds. The one life that I learned in the effort to survive back here in the “world” U.S. The other is the rent less belief’s and acts from my memories serving this nation that continuously spin in my head. My ability to camouflage to protect society from ever learning what a dangerous person that I am. Am I dangerous or is that a title bestowed on me by society to limit my ability to do what I have learned is the obligation of every U.S. citizen. I was a teenager, high school drop out, young adult, it does not matter because only 11% of the U.S. citizens will serve in the Military. I went off to a conflict or war only to loose my innocents and my right to return to a society that does not want to understand. I am any U.S. military Veteran but this particular one is a United States Marine.
I have no memory of my life prior to Marine Corps Boot camp. I have a Traumatic Brain Injury. The pain in my head and body is a relentless reminder that I need to be punished for what my life has done to civilized society, for your freedom. I sit here today trying to believe that I could have been a better person if I did not leave high school at 17 to join the Marine Corps. For years it was drilled in to my head to kill with out mercy. To deflect caring or emotions to complete the mission. Lives were expendable as long as the mission was successful. Then one day I returned to the World (U.S.) and the MC dropped me into society with no support.
Years after discharge only because I mailed a copy of my medical records home did the Veterans Administration label me a 100% disabled Veteran. I have three separate injuries, two from separate combat support missions. Substandard medical care has allowed me to drift through the years. I can not be sorry for my life because the VA has provided me with money to live on. I have had a great life compared to what the VA has done to other Veterans.
I sit here today alone crying. Yes a U.S. Marine with tears in his eyes. I have no reason to be this way. It has continuously happen in the recent months. I ask my self is the people that call themselves my mother, father, brothers and sister really related to me. Did I really grow up in New Hampshire. Am I a test case to see if the military can develop people with no memory to think to their standards. I have to wonder if I will even remember what I do today. I write this letter because writing helps me tolerate being in a world that I do not belong. I remember some events and others I forget.
My VA medical was stopped because NH elected officials wanted to control my free speech. What the hell are we fighting for? These are the words I remember from my days over there. Don’t feel sorry for me. It is not necessary. I never quite under stood what reality is or if reality even exists. I live in two worlds. I am one of the lucky ones. I came back alive. Is it to late? Which world is real?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Sunday, February 3, 2008
U.S. Veteran’s letter 2-03-08
U.S. Veteran’s letter 2-03-08
Written by Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
A Veteran’s Letter to the editor should never be censored or edit. A Veteran’s letter by law should take precedence in the newspapers. All Veterans letters should (no matter how questionable) by law must be printed. To protect the news media a disclaimer can be place before or after the letter or a law placing responsibility of the truth being on the letter writer. Letters are the opinion of the people. Veterans are the children that give their youth and lives for the U.S. Constitution. Veterans lose that innocent feeling that allows the others (U.S. citizens)to believe and seek harmony. Veterans gain that unrelenting flash-back of memory of the inhuman way that we lived and acted. Every Veteran that has been there see every day (of their remaining lives) that reminder. To censor or edit the opinion of a Veteran demonstrates the artificial respect that the U.S. believes Veteran’s deserve.
A Veteran returning to the “World” U.S. takes off the uniform and blends into society. A returning Veteran for years (if not for ever) will be silent of the atrocities that the Veteran was committed to engage in. Society (protesters state side) dictates that our actions are wrong but the Politicians that have never been there command us to do. Naïve children (just starting life) commit the unspeakable to defend and protect U.S. citizen’s freedom and the veterans come home to be labeled baby killers and criminals. Suicide becomes our only option to protect you (U.S. citizens) from learning the crimes of humanity that we engage in. Many returning Veterans become homeless, have failed relationships or worse and are locked up in jail to protect society from these children that gave everything. Are the Veterans returning to the world to be stereotyped the Veteran Bums? (useless leaches on the political budget) The U.S. politicians have placed limits on care for returning Veterans because pet projects pleases the element of society (voters) better. Veterans no longer serve any use full productive purpose to society.
To limit the words of a Veteran, to censor the opinion of a Veteran, to question the motive or actions of a Veteran is the most unethical, criminal, insulting act the U.S. can bestow on the memory of the children that gave everything for you. I love the United States of America and I believe in a civilized society peace full protest will some day allow this Veterans words and opinion to be heard.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Written by Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
A Veteran’s Letter to the editor should never be censored or edit. A Veteran’s letter by law should take precedence in the newspapers. All Veterans letters should (no matter how questionable) by law must be printed. To protect the news media a disclaimer can be place before or after the letter or a law placing responsibility of the truth being on the letter writer. Letters are the opinion of the people. Veterans are the children that give their youth and lives for the U.S. Constitution. Veterans lose that innocent feeling that allows the others (U.S. citizens)to believe and seek harmony. Veterans gain that unrelenting flash-back of memory of the inhuman way that we lived and acted. Every Veteran that has been there see every day (of their remaining lives) that reminder. To censor or edit the opinion of a Veteran demonstrates the artificial respect that the U.S. believes Veteran’s deserve.
A Veteran returning to the “World” U.S. takes off the uniform and blends into society. A returning Veteran for years (if not for ever) will be silent of the atrocities that the Veteran was committed to engage in. Society (protesters state side) dictates that our actions are wrong but the Politicians that have never been there command us to do. Naïve children (just starting life) commit the unspeakable to defend and protect U.S. citizen’s freedom and the veterans come home to be labeled baby killers and criminals. Suicide becomes our only option to protect you (U.S. citizens) from learning the crimes of humanity that we engage in. Many returning Veterans become homeless, have failed relationships or worse and are locked up in jail to protect society from these children that gave everything. Are the Veterans returning to the world to be stereotyped the Veteran Bums? (useless leaches on the political budget) The U.S. politicians have placed limits on care for returning Veterans because pet projects pleases the element of society (voters) better. Veterans no longer serve any use full productive purpose to society.
To limit the words of a Veteran, to censor the opinion of a Veteran, to question the motive or actions of a Veteran is the most unethical, criminal, insulting act the U.S. can bestow on the memory of the children that gave everything for you. I love the United States of America and I believe in a civilized society peace full protest will some day allow this Veterans words and opinion to be heard.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Saturday, February 2, 2008
TBI Veteran 2-02-02
TBI Veteran 2-02-02
Written by Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
A sad story of a child leaving high school in 1970 at 17 to become a U.S. Marine and go off to a conflict. A four year tour with 31 months overseas, 8 convoys as American Advisor delivering surplus supplies to friendly camps in Thailand, Laos and Cambodia and three disabling injuries, two were received during separate combat support missions. This now 100% disabled Veteran returns to New Hampshire with total amnesia from a traumatic brain injury received during his tour. How does one understand family, friends, and a life where commands and orders do not guide your life? Is it possible to live where killing is the norm, then be dropped into a civilized society and survive? I so much wanted to see what other Marines would describe as “Back in the World” that I slide into drugs, alcohol and college. Finely one day I started volunteering helping others to relieve my guilt of coming back alive. Volunteering made me realize that maybe helping others would eventually stop the need for war. Volunteering at the least allowed me to say thank you to those that never came home.
I learned to believe so much in the American system of government that getting involved became a passion. I volunteered on zoning board, and many others. I ran for elected local and state office. I volunteered in the court system, police projects, schools, hospitals and many more learning and reassuring my self I will some day be like others. Helping even strangers on the street, or in the communities with domestic problems, housing or other difficulties in every day life is an every day event for me.
I was raised in Alton NH but to this day I do not remember any part of life there. I do not look disabled which places doubt in others minds. I have accepted the fact that I must struggle every day to attempt to understand situations around me. I realize that from the day that I set foot back in the “world” that I was different from others because I had no emotions toward others. Not in the fact that I could not feel love and affection but that I could kill or accept other’s pain with out it interfering with my ability to complete my mission. I under stood that I did not belong in a civilized society. I moved out of Alton because people knew me and I had no idea whom they were. People in Alton could not accept this once wild child now had a broken back and lose of hearing which I hide for fear of being rejected.
I learned while in the Marine Corps that I was giving my life for the Constitution of the United Sates and equal treatment of the law to all. A Madbury NH family called my house in Lee NH to ask for help in 1999. They had a zoning issue and had read my letters to the editor in the newspapers. This family was so desperate because the local selectmen were using their lively hood “Family business” as a means to seek revenge against this family. This fact turned out to be true. In helping them, Judge Peter Fauver committed 29 or more Constitutional crimes to inflict pain and suffering on this family. I to this day have not stopped helping this family. The newspapers censor the facts in direct violation or our Constitution. The courts and government have inflicted so much pain and suffering on my family, people wonder why I do not stop helping people that were strangers to me. I learned to allow the courts and government to inflict pain and suffering on any one individual can not be tolerated. It does not matter that the people of the United States of America have been deceived by false facts printed in the news to harm my character in the public eye. I learned in the Marine Corps that we the people must correct the wrongs of government as a means to keep our nation strong.
The director of the NH VA medical care Mark Levenston stopped my VA medical in an effort to aid the NH government officials and judges to stop my free speech. My biggest conflict to understanding life back here in the world is accepting the atrocious acts that I committed as a U.S. Marine. It is not the fact that I did, what I did. It is that I do not feel guilty for killing a child while in the “Bush” to retrieve my weapon and escape. I have no memory of any good while I served. I remember the hot lonely nights waiting hour after hour for mission to begin. I remember riding on convoy where no one else spoke American and I knew that tomorrow would not be here. I remember hoping to live long enough to see what “Back in the World” was like.
I have so far lived a great life. NH has taken my freedom, and much more to prevent me from exposing wrongs in government that need to be corrected. The news media censors a 100% disabled U.S. Marines words to aid the criminal actions of a few trusted government officials and judges. I can not under stand how the news or any other United States citizen can allow medical care to be used to shut up a 100% disabled Veteran. The news highlights the politicians claims during election time to the need to place more help to the returning Veterans. I know to this day there are WWII veterans alive that are still asking for help with their service connected disabilities. These are the children that went off to fight for our Constitution. Mark Levenston, Judge Fauver NH governor Lynch and many others committed crimes against the peace and dignity of the United States. The NH Government, courts and news media with the help of the VA have knowingly harmed a disabled Veteran for self gain. Worse is that our courts, government and news media do this to many returning Veterans. Now do you under stand why this is a Sad Story. Go to ww.veteranstoday.com and read this and many more sad stories.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Written by Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
A sad story of a child leaving high school in 1970 at 17 to become a U.S. Marine and go off to a conflict. A four year tour with 31 months overseas, 8 convoys as American Advisor delivering surplus supplies to friendly camps in Thailand, Laos and Cambodia and three disabling injuries, two were received during separate combat support missions. This now 100% disabled Veteran returns to New Hampshire with total amnesia from a traumatic brain injury received during his tour. How does one understand family, friends, and a life where commands and orders do not guide your life? Is it possible to live where killing is the norm, then be dropped into a civilized society and survive? I so much wanted to see what other Marines would describe as “Back in the World” that I slide into drugs, alcohol and college. Finely one day I started volunteering helping others to relieve my guilt of coming back alive. Volunteering made me realize that maybe helping others would eventually stop the need for war. Volunteering at the least allowed me to say thank you to those that never came home.
I learned to believe so much in the American system of government that getting involved became a passion. I volunteered on zoning board, and many others. I ran for elected local and state office. I volunteered in the court system, police projects, schools, hospitals and many more learning and reassuring my self I will some day be like others. Helping even strangers on the street, or in the communities with domestic problems, housing or other difficulties in every day life is an every day event for me.
I was raised in Alton NH but to this day I do not remember any part of life there. I do not look disabled which places doubt in others minds. I have accepted the fact that I must struggle every day to attempt to understand situations around me. I realize that from the day that I set foot back in the “world” that I was different from others because I had no emotions toward others. Not in the fact that I could not feel love and affection but that I could kill or accept other’s pain with out it interfering with my ability to complete my mission. I under stood that I did not belong in a civilized society. I moved out of Alton because people knew me and I had no idea whom they were. People in Alton could not accept this once wild child now had a broken back and lose of hearing which I hide for fear of being rejected.
I learned while in the Marine Corps that I was giving my life for the Constitution of the United Sates and equal treatment of the law to all. A Madbury NH family called my house in Lee NH to ask for help in 1999. They had a zoning issue and had read my letters to the editor in the newspapers. This family was so desperate because the local selectmen were using their lively hood “Family business” as a means to seek revenge against this family. This fact turned out to be true. In helping them, Judge Peter Fauver committed 29 or more Constitutional crimes to inflict pain and suffering on this family. I to this day have not stopped helping this family. The newspapers censor the facts in direct violation or our Constitution. The courts and government have inflicted so much pain and suffering on my family, people wonder why I do not stop helping people that were strangers to me. I learned to allow the courts and government to inflict pain and suffering on any one individual can not be tolerated. It does not matter that the people of the United States of America have been deceived by false facts printed in the news to harm my character in the public eye. I learned in the Marine Corps that we the people must correct the wrongs of government as a means to keep our nation strong.
The director of the NH VA medical care Mark Levenston stopped my VA medical in an effort to aid the NH government officials and judges to stop my free speech. My biggest conflict to understanding life back here in the world is accepting the atrocious acts that I committed as a U.S. Marine. It is not the fact that I did, what I did. It is that I do not feel guilty for killing a child while in the “Bush” to retrieve my weapon and escape. I have no memory of any good while I served. I remember the hot lonely nights waiting hour after hour for mission to begin. I remember riding on convoy where no one else spoke American and I knew that tomorrow would not be here. I remember hoping to live long enough to see what “Back in the World” was like.
I have so far lived a great life. NH has taken my freedom, and much more to prevent me from exposing wrongs in government that need to be corrected. The news media censors a 100% disabled U.S. Marines words to aid the criminal actions of a few trusted government officials and judges. I can not under stand how the news or any other United States citizen can allow medical care to be used to shut up a 100% disabled Veteran. The news highlights the politicians claims during election time to the need to place more help to the returning Veterans. I know to this day there are WWII veterans alive that are still asking for help with their service connected disabilities. These are the children that went off to fight for our Constitution. Mark Levenston, Judge Fauver NH governor Lynch and many others committed crimes against the peace and dignity of the United States. The NH Government, courts and news media with the help of the VA have knowingly harmed a disabled Veteran for self gain. Worse is that our courts, government and news media do this to many returning Veterans. Now do you under stand why this is a Sad Story. Go to ww.veteranstoday.com and read this and many more sad stories.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
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